Today

Today I find myself in a state of rest,
Where the window view looks inviting,
And light is not hurting my senses,
No need to find a place to hide in the dark…

I sense a feeling of relief,
A moment of dreaming,
Surrounded by love and care,
Caught by a sense of happy feelings…

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Version 2

Coming Home

Hours past by…
Days gone by…

Mentally worn,
But peace of mind found
With a bleeding heart,
And a mind torn.

Pieces come together,
Jigsaws to be matched
Love is found, Never lost

Time was needed,
to heal this pain…
Time was required,
to correct the path

Help still required,
from you, my love
Help still needed,
by you, my friend

Help is welcomed
by you, my beloved
Help is accepted,
from you, my life

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Two Hearts

Wandering
Into an abyss
Finding comfort

Two hearts
Beating
Boom Boom Boom

Connecting
In the inner circle
Finding tranquility

Two hearts
Colliding
Boom Boom Boom

Walking
Down a path
Finding you

Two hearts
Embracing
Boom Boom Boom

Reaching
For your hands
Finding safety

Two hearts
Entwine
Boom Boom Boom

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Searching

Calling for you,
Deep down there,
In the corner of that soul,
Sensing the pain,
and the grief,
A bleeding heart,
That does not leave stains in the snow
Buried deep,
Where it feels,
You are not in control of your thoughts anymore

Go away… Leave me alone… PAIN
Stay out of my head… PAIN
You are not welcome anymore… PAIN

“Who would have thought you would try to get back in control?”

I am here… Fighting… 
…….. PAIN ………
Battling the pain away, igniting the fire…

“Who are you to think… (??)”

My thoughts are mine!
My feelings are mine!

Somewhere there is an end point,
Take my hand,
Guide me through this (     )
Hold me in your arms,
Safe to be here,
Protected from (    )
Somewhere there is a starting point…

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Peace

Can I have some solitude, please
Just for some days
Can I find some peace, please
Fighting that pain inside of me
Can I ask for your trust, please
Undeserved but sincere,

To hide from the light…

I need the space
I need the tranquility
I need the meditation
I need the peace

Needed it yesterday,
Need it today,
And certainly
Need it tomorrow…

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A Sparkle of…

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Can we design our dreams,
Express our thoughts…
(Never to get lost)
Should we submit to hope, for a modest moment
For pain to dissolve
(Some might say submit to faith)

Can we build that future,
With passion, fulfilling our desires
While being loved,
With heart and soul, grateful to the bone

Experience kindness, a feeling of empathy,
An act with dignity…
(So grateful you are here)
Appease, looking for peace,
Embracing your presence
(Casting eyes to the future)
I am shedding that pain, trying to…
(Some day) … (Soon)
Dropping these shackles,
(Fulfilling our destiny or some kind…)
To be released from this torment,

We shall stay true,
Committed to life… Together…

Version 3

A Story of…

A Story of…

Oh why this feeling, once more
Supposed to be something from the past
Never to appear again,
So I thought…

Spikes are back in the head, every day
A constant state of pain
Commencing at the break of dawn,
So I sense…

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Is it worry?
Is it strain?
Or just another chapter in this game?

Must hold on
To the small things that matter,
Must be thankful
For what I receive and have,
And above all…
Must cherish and respect
Those close and care,

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My heart belongs to you,
My wealth is my love for you,

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While you calm my spirit with your kisses
And ease the discomfort with your touch
I search for the source
Hidden in the depths of my soul…

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Hashtag

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Fear to become a hashtag #fear
Ambition to be a hashtag #ambition
Fame through a hashtag #fame

Your existence #myexistence
Your life #mylife
Your values #myvalues
Your world #myworld

All reduced to a hashtag #I_exist

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