Dance of Love II

Dance of love II

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One night,
not so long ago

A soft gentle touch,
Lights a spark, a trigger for
A twinkling feeling of desire
Oh, It has been so long…

While moving a little closer,
The sound of rain crackles down the window

A little later,
Fingertips brushing your inner thigh
Waiting for consent
Listening for a sound,
A slight moan to be released,
Inviting…
Calling out for more, a soft feeling
Arms move tighter,
Holding firmer, rocking our bodies slow…

The feeling of soft kisses,
So gently and real,
Experiencing deep affection
Dancing the dance of love…

©2018 Peinsejoager

Dance of Love II

Today

Today I find myself in a state of rest,
Where the window view looks inviting,
And light is not hurting my senses,
No need to find a place to hide in the dark…

I sense a feeling of relief,
A moment of dreaming,
Surrounded by love and care,
Caught by a sense of happy feelings…

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Version 2

Coming Home

Hours past by…
Days gone by…

Mentally worn,
But peace of mind found
With a bleeding heart,
And a mind torn.

Pieces come together,
Jigsaws to be matched
Love is found, Never lost

Time was needed,
to heal this pain…
Time was required,
to correct the path

Help still required,
from you, my love
Help still needed,
by you, my friend

Help is welcomed
by you, my beloved
Help is accepted,
from you, my life

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Two Hearts

Wandering
Into an abyss
Finding comfort

Two hearts
Beating
Boom Boom Boom

Connecting
In the inner circle
Finding tranquility

Two hearts
Colliding
Boom Boom Boom

Walking
Down a path
Finding you

Two hearts
Embracing
Boom Boom Boom

Reaching
For your hands
Finding safety

Two hearts
Entwine
Boom Boom Boom

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A Sparkle of…

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Can we design our dreams,
Express our thoughts…
(Never to get lost)
Should we submit to hope, for a modest moment
For pain to dissolve
(Some might say submit to faith)

Can we build that future,
With passion, fulfilling our desires
While being loved,
With heart and soul, grateful to the bone

Experience kindness, a feeling of empathy,
An act with dignity…
(So grateful you are here)
Appease, looking for peace,
Embracing your presence
(Casting eyes to the future)
I am shedding that pain, trying to…
(Some day) … (Soon)
Dropping these shackles,
(Fulfilling our destiny or some kind…)
To be released from this torment,

We shall stay true,
Committed to life… Together…

Version 3

A Story of…

A Story of…

Oh why this feeling, once more
Supposed to be something from the past
Never to appear again,
So I thought…

Spikes are back in the head, every day
A constant state of pain
Commencing at the break of dawn,
So I sense…

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Is it worry?
Is it strain?
Or just another chapter in this game?

Must hold on
To the small things that matter,
Must be thankful
For what I receive and have,
And above all…
Must cherish and respect
Those close and care,

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My heart belongs to you,
My wealth is my love for you,

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While you calm my spirit with your kisses
And ease the discomfort with your touch
I search for the source
Hidden in the depths of my soul…

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Dance of Love

A breath of air,
Gently
Passes by your ear.
You make a sound,
Approving
Soft breeze of mild air.

A slight touch,
Caring
Twinkling your shoulder.
You breath in and out,
Intense
Absorbing the touch.

Fingers move up and down,
Playful
Touching your arm
You answer,
Frolic
Teasing the back of my hand

A loving kiss,
Softly
In your neck, by your ear.
You turn and lips reach out,
Wilfully
Embracing a passionate kiss.

A touch on your back,
Wanting
Playing with your senses.
You move your leg over mine,
Signalling
We do the dance of love

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For eternity…

For my Ice Queen,
When shivering cold takes hold of your body
For my Hot Thing,
When heat chases away that cold

I feel you close to me,
While your breath touches my skin
I feel you touching me,
While my love is set for eternity…

Version 3

Hurting

Why do we hurt the ones we love most?
Words of apologies should flood the gates,
Yet I have nothing to say…

Feelings of embarrassment, for sure…
Walking in a void, lost
Abandoned myself, forlorn…

Feelings of sadness, mostly that…
Oh yes, it is my own doing
Trapped in myself, lonely…

How do we find trust again?
When suspicion is ever present…
How do I come back to sanity?
While I drown in gloomy emotions…

Only with you, my dear…
Only together…
Only us…

Decisions

Expect the unexpected… so they say… I guess it means be ready for change. Be ready for things to happen and not necessarily for the good. Do we really have to? Is life so easily disrupted if you do not expect the unexpected? Even when you have that mindset of expecting the unexpected, unexpected things do happen and will happen. You never really can plan it, right?

There are moments that those unexpected things have a huge impact on what comes next in your life. You seek for something different, seek answers to questions you have and without realising you stepped into a roller coaster going high speed along a track to end where you never thought you would be. Nothing is the same. Everything is different… or so it seems…

We all make mistakes. We all do things planned or unplanned that seem right at the time, but end up being wrong. We atone for our mistakes. We say sorry if those mistakes affect people you care. No matter what you do, no matter how much you think about it, you will have to make decisions and those decisions affect people not just in a good way. Decisions can hurt people. They can hurt people you care about, you love. They can hurt people you hold dear, you like no matter how long you actually know them.

The road is never straight. Even when the design is straight, traveling on the road is never on a straight line. It swirls, it bends, it cries, it climbs, it descends… Each step forward makes you leave behind something and at the same time it gathers more experience to take with you. Sometimes it is hard to leave something behind. Sometimes it is easy. Sometimes you loose something on the way and wish you didn’t. Sometimes you gain something or pick something up. That something is sometimes good and sometimes a burden.

Everything that happens when traveling the road has a purpose. We know that if we want to know it. We accept it more easily when it is good things happening to us. We have it more difficult to accept when things happen that are hard. Everything is an experience we learn from, or better said should learn from. We have the power to make the decisions in our lives if we want to. Every decision you take is yours to take and yours to carry with you. They are part of making you who you are as a person.

I am making decisions right now. Some of them scare me. Some of them give me a feeling of relieve, that finally I made them. Some decisions make me sad. Every decision though, is my responsibility and only I am accountable for them. No matter the impact on others, I carry the responsibility with me down on the road of the next chapter of my life. The next 1 to 2 years will be hard but with the love I receive I trust that all will be good. I trust in us. Thank you for your trust.