I saw you gently moving towards me,
Stinging my eyes with the bright light coming from you,
Hello my friend, ignore my blindness once more.
I know you’ve seen this before,
I have been here, many times over…
Assessing the shattered pieces, light torturing the senses,
Pushing away that feeling, erasing the emotions of pain,
By closing eyes, meditating into a state of calmness,
Once more, looking out into the void,
Trying to make sense, of the senseless,
Seamlessly in denial, of an emotional state
Pretending to be strong, abandoning the real
Condemned to be afraid of the light,
Afraid to move down the path,
Fearing the unimaginable, collapsing into oneself, once more,
Hoping for soft whispers, calling me towards the crack in the wall,
Reaching in, reaching out…
To find the rescue
To step once again back into the light.
Pins and needles strike the head,
Seeking words of comfort,
A soothing voice whispers in the wind,
Closing my eyes, for a moment of peace.
Moments were lost when darkness embraced the heart
Experiencing an avalanche of emotions thrown out in the open
With agonizing pain that takes control for the time to come.
Every movement is a torturous act, confined in a body in pain
Trying to find a way out, swimming through a narrow gap
Searching for a hand to grab and hold on to.
Your touch is lifting me up in a pool of light
Your presence gives comfort and relief,
Feeling you gives warmth and softly embraces my senses
Feeling you guides me through the night
To find some rest at last….
Cancel these thoughts…
Whispering a poem to sooth,
Calling out for peace and quiet.
Swimming in a river of souls…
Harvesting the meaning of existence,
In solitude among a crowd.
Walking towards a destiny…
Determined only by perseverance,
To withstand the pain.
Wandering through the fields…
Hitting the button to cancel,
These thoughts again.
Code without code,
Machine vs human
Bits and bytes
Taking your world
Surrendered to a screen
Human vs machine
That feeling of reality
Abandoning this world…
So deep is the love,
So shallow the hatred,
So barren the spoken words,
So fertile are our thoughts,
So misguided we are both,
So focused we should be, close…
In this fast changing world…
Shall we be?
Two confused souls sipping organic coffee?
While fulfilling destiny…
I saw a mirror looking at me,
A clouded reflection
The saddest image ever seen,
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Whistle a tune for peace,
Break down those barriers,
Instead of building obstacles,
We take them down, those walls
Eventually, piece by piece
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Arriving in bursts and waves
Registering happiness and joy
In celebration of,
The coming of a new life
During the summer in the new year…
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